finally i can sign in !!

Hate being in this lousy china as block this blog also!! Then my favourite youtube also been blocked!! Wat a stupid country is!!

NOw, i am worrying the virus H1N1 spread all around as china also a dangerous place if this disease spread out. As SARS spread quite fast at this country also!! Then i will have my pratical at 1st of July so i really hope this disease can go disappear soon!!

Today I got watch a taiwan tv show it says, ACTUALLY MAN tell a lie is make himself more comfortable, if a woman make a lie is for another good!” then i agree this saying especially for couple s…

Add a comment May 4, 2009

Headaching

Dunno wat matter cause me headache!! May b MY beloved BF ai… wat to do….
May b regretting now… As i tot he will come to me himself but not! so i think i quite dissapointed with him… Then i also DUN wan to do any action still keep in silence….
My room still in mess and i very lazy to tidy up as i waiting i having a rite mood!! bc i need to pack up all winter clothes n put out all summer clothes! And i will pack nicely as i will mve out of this odd room soon!!
Still feel lazy and dont want to move! And feel sleepy now… May b talk a while wit my sis then i will go to sleep later!! g9 for all!! And hope i will hav a sweet dream!! I will live good without a bad guy de!! i believ….
okok…. i will do my best!!
kambatey ssj….

1 comment April 20, 2009

Wat a stupid bf i hav!

My bf is a ppl who out of endureness and patiance, everytime small little things happened he could angry for couples days. He would not answer or reply my sms nor call. For an example wat happpened last night, he called me and talked for one and half hour already. Suddenly his friends return he stopped our conversation as open the open for his friend. When he returned back he told me he wan to sleep. My reaction is “okla then go to sleep” as my mood suddenly get disturb too and don’t want say much( actually i knew he quite tired) then he requested me a g9 kiss.

Then i said, ” no…. my mood get distroyed, next time…” even many times he requested, i rejected. Then 2day normally he will report me by send me a msg telling wat he doing now, who knows he still angry of me that last nite i reject to giv him a kiss. Then my heart thinks that nvm, if this time he likes to be acting like this i will not say anythings! Because i dont hav do any wrong things, but he still continues to show me his advanced pattern for me. Thus, i need to say sorry, i cant join in your pattern, PLEASE go to find a gal that can endure your advanced pattern!

Now, i hav miss call u but u still dont hav message me then i think i will not take any action and wait till you come to me!

1 comment April 19, 2009

Am i close wit u?

My bf  sometimes quite crazy on work…. now alsmost 11 o clock now may still in work…. i also dunno? someimes quite worry wit him if he work  outstation… and daily i will ask him by msn him like hav u take ur meal? are u busy today? or how many hours u sleep last nite etc etc…

Ya…. i need to admin that i very control him, after work i will wish both of we can skype till i feel asleep but his worktime almost till 9 so we usually start talk at 10 or 11 like tat… since we now still in fresh, we can talk up to couples hours!

Now almost 11 and i here waiting his call, listenning how his work gone today? Need to say one, my bf is a king of coment so everyday sure he got a lots of things need to comments! Fortunately i quite like to listen and not yet get boring and i think i have not get boring since 7 yrs agoes when we know each other!!

Now, also wondering what my bf doing over there? bathed? i will waiting waiting till i get him! Things quite funny is now my bf will try his best to report to me what he doing 2day as he know i want to know too! Anyway need to thanks you my dear as you can try your best to do your best for me, ya… i see you got a lots of improment… kambatey la!!

miss u always and love you always, be

Add a comment April 16, 2009

Just arrive at a new place….

May be recently influnced by my friend claire and i start my dairy.As i quite envy of her dairy seems so interesting and good to view one…
As it seems good for me, to be a place to express out my feeling and what i have recently.
Today i have ensure my decision as i really need to move out from this lousy appartment that i had been rent 4 2 yrs as my relationship between my housemate getting worse and sometimes i dunno use what kind of language to communicate wit her.
Another things, i realize the friends what i have now i think is short term friendship liked as sometimes i cant say anythings for them as i too young around the ppl around me!! And i noticed i also helpless and not understand and cant understand the way the lifestyle they hav!! nvm…. i will survive also…. even though there’s just me walking thoughout the shadow!

1 comment April 15, 2009